Never Look Back

I am a type of person who will never look back to the pass...So for those who have known me and have been my friend before I thank you all for that..But right now I don't really need my pass as our future is waiting for us ahead and we must always look ahead and not what had happen..My friends who had been my friend I can't remember you all but I don't even care..To tell the truth even when I know that person is my classmate or schoolmate of my hi bye friend I might saw them somewhere but I will pretend that I don't know them as pass is not fun for me..But to certain people I do that but not everyone...

People please look forward and forget the pass

*Who ever you are you told me that you will never mail me again..But what happen you mail me..Hope you stop it..

You

You may talk about me to people and tell them how weak I am.
You may want to think that I did it for purpose.
You may think that I don't know what are the situation of our family.
You may hurt me how much I want.
You may think that I am happy with the situation I am now.
You may laugh at me and think that I want to be a failure.
You may think that I don't care of my brothers.
You among all the people have let me down and hurt me badly when I got to know that you told people I stay at home because I am learning to be wife and mother.

People may tell you what to do.
People may tell me to marry off and have child and not to study.
People won't understand my pain as no one in their family is a failure.
People may tell that I am 23 and don't deserve to study.
People may tell that this is the age they have kids.

Yes for those people who want to know when I am getting married...It is next year and don't forget to keep ang pau for me..That's is important..

But GOD please bless all those people who talk about me to have good life now as I know "WHAT GOES AROUND MAY COME AROUND".

People please be happy........

Eat What Ever

For the pass few month I been controlling my food as once when I was in JB I had bad experience for eating alot..(That time was greedy-and I admit that) I use to eat what I want and for the pass couple of months I have been active in gym and I realise that my appetite has change as I don't eat much and I stop eating lots of food as I want to control my diet as well and I start eating alot of food.

But today I eat alot hahahahah..For breakfast itself I took nasi lemak as I was very hungry after that took one piece of bun and one piece of KFC chicken and also ice cream..

That is alot..But never mind as I will be going to the gym and for belly dancing class in two hours time..

So Unfair

Everyone is talking about 1Malaysia no matter what we do.That's is why we leave in a peaceful country with Malay community,Indian community and Chinese community.Even with the Rukun Tetangga we have in our taman we with all the race will work together.

But I am sad on one article in The Star

PM’s call on learning Mandarin lauded

It is a good idea to call all Malaysia's citizen to learn mandarin as it is an advantage in our everyday life and in these business world today.

But what up sad me is that

On Monday, Najib said he encouraged Malaysians, especially Malays, to learn Mandarin because the language was one of the country’s many assets.

These statement does not show 1 Malaysia as our beloved PM only encourage the Malays to learn Mandarin but how about the Indians?

Are they not included in the 1 Malaysia concept???????

Are They Human?

I am sure everyone that everyone got to know news about baby for sale scam.I don't understand why does some people willing to do anything to gain money until the extend to force foreign women to sleep with men so that they could produce baby for sale.And what surprise me was that those people who involve in this were women.Why don't they have mercy? Do they think that women are factory to produce baby just like that?

These type of people should not be characterise as human.They deserve to be punish for what they have done.Terrible....

For those who can't have kids.There are many option for you all to have one but please don't buy baby.You can even adopt one child for yourself.And please don't think that the baby you adopt is not your child but please remember that everyone of us are GOD child.That is important.

Are They Human?

Happy 1st Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today my blog turn 1 years old..

I am so glad that have been 1 year I have been blogging and sharing part of my stories to all my readers..

I hope I will keep updating you all..


Kena Rajin Rajin

Not Good For Me

I have been working up in gym nearly everyday.At least 2 hours a day.Usually my weight will be 50kg and this time I have lost 2 kg and now my weight is 48kg.The purpose I am going to gym is not to lost weight but for me to keep fit.

Besides that,I don't really eat much as I use to.Hmmmmmmmmmm.....

Got to start eating alot and put back my weight to 50kg and in the same time exercise as well..

Hope I could be like Thiban...have muscle soon

Had Fun

After so many years I didn't spent some late night out with my friends.I did it last night and it was a BLAST....huh...but before that there is nightmare happen as Asu was suppose to fetch me..So as she told me that she will be coming at 7.30pm she came but suddenly her car stop in front of my house..She got so panic and so am I...What happen was her petrol habis...Hahahaha..

So we went to Autocity at around 8.30 and we hang around OldTown before we went to SS..The arrival of the Queen Sharifah seperti biasa lambat...hahahahaha..Reach at 9.00 so we were talking and had girls talk about friends,gossip,boyfriends and etc...

At 11pm we went to SS and since it was Wednesday it was Ladies Night..It was so crowded and we found a table near the bar and the stage...The band last night was really great..And the lady who dance on the stage I really admire her as  she is not young but old and she can dance and sing well...

So while drinking our Vodka with Coke and dancing around a waiter came and told that a men bought tequila shot for us..We didn't accept it..As we can't trust anyone in the club because later if we accept they will take the advantage to come near us..Okie so we rejected...

Another round another  type of drinks was offered to us...And again rejected...And goes the same when guys ajak to dance as well..All rejected...But the promoter was really good as they want to sell their drinks they teach us to accept their drink so that they could earn money...

I was also shock maybe is because I never go clubbing like 2 years I saw 2 men we buying gals and the gals accept the money and went with them..It happen right in front of me..Hmmmmm...To get money people will do anything...

All of us had a great night out and we didn't stay till late night as by 12.30am we reach home safe and sound...

Disco Stick

Tiger Woods is a well known golf player.Not only in golf he is good in but he is also good in having affairs.Yesterday when I was watching E-News on 712 Astro it was stated that he got 7 mistress but today it was reported 9 women who have slept with him and had shared his disco stick.

Well hope he is fine after the accident and most important of all his disco stick must be fine...

I Never Ask For

Well as I told you all before that there has been a gal who been mailing me as I don't even know is she..She feel sad as I don't know her...

Well I feel that true friends will never hide your identity and I don't understand the reason why you are hiding yourself...

I know that I won't reach you as I don't know who are you..

You don't have to be ashamed as is you who make yourself ashamed as you don't want to tell me who are you..

I am glad that you will stop mailing me..

Anywhere take care...

I Have People To Talk too

There has been a silly gal who has been mailing me and telling that she know me and she told me that if I have any problem I could talk to her.But come on la I don't even know who are you but you want to to tell everything to you.If I could tell you my problem you could help me is it..Ahyooooooooooo...If you are such a good person you will let me know who are you OK....












I can share my problem to my love so that shows that I don't need you....















And I have my gals to talk to when I have problem and again that's shows that I don't need you also...








And the most important person of all I share my problem is GOD so again I don't need you

Eight Years Celebration

Honestly,I am a loyal customer who always fly on AirAsia.Air Asia is the only airlines in Malaysia that provide special prices for the customer to enjoy them self.Even there are certain group of people who do complain about AirAsia as we got to buy our food and drink and it seem that the seat are to small for those who are tall.

Despite all the complain they still choose AirAsia as they are the best and they know how to value their customer but providing them low fair rate.

This time AirAsia will be providing Rm 8 promo as it will be celebrating its 8 years anniversary.To booked for this promo it stars today the 8 Dec until the 18 Dec.

Click here for more info

My Story

Many people looked at me and they may think that I am happy with the way I am right now.But the fact is that I am not happy at all.The happiness that show on my face is just a fake smile on me.I am suffering inside and I could kill myself as I could feel the pain in my chest.

Is not that I don't want to study but how could I do it? Is not that I don't want take ptptn but I mus settle the previous payment and then only I could apply a new loan on ptptn.I am not from a rich family who get everything that I want.People think that I don't want but in the same time I must understand my parents situation as they not only feeding me but my two brothers as well.

I cannot talk about my problem to anyone as no one could help me when money is involve.I have been crying and I hate it so much.I don't want to feel this way.I don't want to be a failure and I want everyone to be happy.Is not that I simply do want I want and hurt everyone around me.

Touch my heart and ask myself where are all my ptptn money.I have the answer but should I tell it out.You all have spent for me so I am not complaining.Who don't want to get married? I do want to be with you.But I am helpless right now.

I really wish I could get money I do what I want right now.Rob a bank if I can.There are lucky people who are born rich and get what they want and could do what they want but I am not to be born rich and that's the reason why I have so much of pain in me.

I myself know that I am not the happy girl that I use to be before.

Bra for Men

I will not be shock as years to come there will be bra for men.Because as stated in the Star newspaper,it seems that mens who usually consume vitality supplement may end up having breast because of its side effect.

If thats the case soon husband and wife could be sharing bra...hahahahaha...

MEN who consume vitality supplements should be careful as medical experts revealed such drugs may cause side effects, such as developing breasts, reported Metro Ahad.

In some cases, the affected men had to wear bras.

Men’s health expert Dr Ismail Thamby said steroids and estrogenics are identified as the main cause of gynecomastia, or the development of breasts in men.

He added the number of men with gynecomastia were increasing as they did not realise the side-effect of the long-term use of these vitality supplements.

There are not many choices for one afflicted with the problem and the most effective way to reduce the breast size is through a reduction surgery.

Guys please love yourself and let the bra belong to the women

Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

On the 4th of Dec 1982 my beloved papa bear was born on this special day..So this year he is 27 years old and I will be celebrating his birthday with him when he is here...I am glad that you like the gift that I bought you... Have fun on this special day....