Mother's Love

I found this nice song and the wording in the song together with the picture is really really nice and touches me.

My Feeling

I don't know about other women as I never talk to them about this.But for me I was really excited when I knew that I was pregnant and I enjoy every moment of it.As days pass by I getting nervous as well.Should I be feeling nervous?I am not sure about it.

No matter what as a women we have to feel the joy and pain of pregnancy.

Dear GOD i know you are always with me.

My Durga

Well Lord Durga has been my guidance to me in everything I do.I love her and thank her for everything that she has done for me.

I found a nice song in English about Lord Durga.





For those who believe in her.Enjoy the song.

Maybe they are also WOMEN

I was refering to the post in THE STAR newspaper today.It seem that many man is still using the coach for women.There are sign to show that it is only for women but some are blind to see it or maybe they think that they are also women who are lost in a man soul...Hahahahaha...

For more details click here

There are some women who had complain regarding this matter but will action be taken against those man who use these couch.

We women need to feel safe anywhere we go.As for today's world I believe at time it is impossible as there are cases that women been rape,and victim for some many cases as they are unable to protect themself.

These is so unfair.
Women need to stand up for themself and fight for their right.
I know we can do but it will take time.

For Babies

Now when I'm about to become mother i realise i change in many ways.I want the best for my baby and will do my best for my baby.

Now when a baby is still in the womb the best music for baby to listen is call Mozart music.It seem that this music could actually calm the baby in many ways.








Now every mother could give their baby to listen to this music.

Bye Bye 2010.....

Well 2010 is over and we can't turn back the time.Whatever that happen we just have to let it go anf forget about it.Let go the bad part and carry forward the good memories of 2010.

Let celebrate the end of 2010 with joy and happiness and bring it to 2011.

Wishing everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011

Can you see the different?

See if you can figure out whta these words have in common.

1.Banana
2.Dresser
3.Grammar
4.Potato
5.Revive
6.Uneven
6.Assess




You might be thibking thatall of these words have at least two double letters right?
But if you take the first letter,place it at the end of the word nd spell the word backwords,it will be the same.

Did You Figure It Out?

Bring It Back

Well I am in Jb and has been very busy since I am here as I has been busy with work and not only that I has been busy on road as well..What can I say about JB?? All I can say is that it is a city of working life..There is no much places like in Penang..But not to say I am sad..But I am glad with the job I am doing and having fun here

I will bring back the joy in me

Stuck With Each Other

My dear we are stuck to each other as even when something bad and good we been through we are stuck to each other and we face it and we will find a way to solve the problem and I really appreciate that..





Love you,




Do hear the song

My Feeling...

I cant describe how I feel right now
As I really hope that someone could understand me
Of what I really want to do right now
I know that I have screw things up before in my life
And I want to be a better person now rather than wasting time

Hoping right now my parents would understand me
And let be on my two feet to walk on my own
As I don't really need them to guide me right now
But one thing for sure that I would do
Is that I'll never forget them even how far I am
I know I have responsibility for them but I am sure I will fulfill it
But right now I just need them to let me go




I Love You All
As You all Are Imporatant For me

Everything Gonna Be Alright

I keep thinking to myself that what is happening to me right now is part of my test as human here on these world.So no matter what happen right now I must be strong.

But honestly this part of my life has been the worst to me.I never been in these way and what is happening to me right now is a challenge for me to be a better person in future.

I am looking for a job and I really need it and I want it to be far away from home...
What can I say? Tired of staying at home...
Not really but I need to be independent as I have depend on my parents enough.
That's the reason I have to get out of here.

Updated...

It has been such a long time I updated my blog.I was away to JB and was busy to settle down myself.So much is happening to me which I never expect it to be.But what can I say my whole life has totally change and I got to accept it.

I have been busy looking for jobs but this is not easy to do it.Besides that staying at home also is not easy as I hate it so much.I realise that actually I have not one for me but I have myself to support myself when I am down.

Even I have my family and my love beside me but sometimes they are the one who will really hurt us.I have my friends but they have better things to do.So end up I am all by myself.

People may hurt me and they think I am happy about it but do they know how do I feel deep inside me.I am hurting every single moment right now.When I look at my parents I am not happy.So what can I say.Life is sucks it is and happily ever after never happen until we achieve our dream.

You

You may talk about me to people and tell them how weak I am.
You may want to think that I did it for purpose.
You may think that I don't know what are the situation of our family.
You may hurt me how much I want.
You may think that I am happy with the situation I am now.
You may laugh at me and think that I want to be a failure.
You may think that I don't care of my brothers.
You among all the people have let me down and hurt me badly when I got to know that you told people I stay at home because I am learning to be wife and mother.

People may tell you what to do.
People may tell me to marry off and have child and not to study.
People won't understand my pain as no one in their family is a failure.
People may tell that I am 23 and don't deserve to study.
People may tell that this is the age they have kids.

Yes for those people who want to know when I am getting married...It is next year and don't forget to keep ang pau for me..That's is important..

But GOD please bless all those people who talk about me to have good life now as I know "WHAT GOES AROUND MAY COME AROUND".

People please be happy........

Eat What Ever

For the pass few month I been controlling my food as once when I was in JB I had bad experience for eating alot..(That time was greedy-and I admit that) I use to eat what I want and for the pass couple of months I have been active in gym and I realise that my appetite has change as I don't eat much and I stop eating lots of food as I want to control my diet as well and I start eating alot of food.

But today I eat alot hahahahah..For breakfast itself I took nasi lemak as I was very hungry after that took one piece of bun and one piece of KFC chicken and also ice cream..

That is alot..But never mind as I will be going to the gym and for belly dancing class in two hours time..

Happy 1st Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today my blog turn 1 years old..

I am so glad that have been 1 year I have been blogging and sharing part of my stories to all my readers..

I hope I will keep updating you all..


Kena Rajin Rajin

Not Good For Me

I have been working up in gym nearly everyday.At least 2 hours a day.Usually my weight will be 50kg and this time I have lost 2 kg and now my weight is 48kg.The purpose I am going to gym is not to lost weight but for me to keep fit.

Besides that,I don't really eat much as I use to.Hmmmmmmmmmm.....

Got to start eating alot and put back my weight to 50kg and in the same time exercise as well..

Hope I could be like Thiban...have muscle soon

Had Fun

After so many years I didn't spent some late night out with my friends.I did it last night and it was a BLAST....huh...but before that there is nightmare happen as Asu was suppose to fetch me..So as she told me that she will be coming at 7.30pm she came but suddenly her car stop in front of my house..She got so panic and so am I...What happen was her petrol habis...Hahahaha..

So we went to Autocity at around 8.30 and we hang around OldTown before we went to SS..The arrival of the Queen Sharifah seperti biasa lambat...hahahahaha..Reach at 9.00 so we were talking and had girls talk about friends,gossip,boyfriends and etc...

At 11pm we went to SS and since it was Wednesday it was Ladies Night..It was so crowded and we found a table near the bar and the stage...The band last night was really great..And the lady who dance on the stage I really admire her as  she is not young but old and she can dance and sing well...

So while drinking our Vodka with Coke and dancing around a waiter came and told that a men bought tequila shot for us..We didn't accept it..As we can't trust anyone in the club because later if we accept they will take the advantage to come near us..Okie so we rejected...

Another round another  type of drinks was offered to us...And again rejected...And goes the same when guys ajak to dance as well..All rejected...But the promoter was really good as they want to sell their drinks they teach us to accept their drink so that they could earn money...

I was also shock maybe is because I never go clubbing like 2 years I saw 2 men we buying gals and the gals accept the money and went with them..It happen right in front of me..Hmmmmm...To get money people will do anything...

All of us had a great night out and we didn't stay till late night as by 12.30am we reach home safe and sound...

I Never Ask For

Well as I told you all before that there has been a gal who been mailing me as I don't even know is she..She feel sad as I don't know her...

Well I feel that true friends will never hide your identity and I don't understand the reason why you are hiding yourself...

I know that I won't reach you as I don't know who are you..

You don't have to be ashamed as is you who make yourself ashamed as you don't want to tell me who are you..

I am glad that you will stop mailing me..

Anywhere take care...

I Have People To Talk too

There has been a silly gal who has been mailing me and telling that she know me and she told me that if I have any problem I could talk to her.But come on la I don't even know who are you but you want to to tell everything to you.If I could tell you my problem you could help me is it..Ahyooooooooooo...If you are such a good person you will let me know who are you OK....












I can share my problem to my love so that shows that I don't need you....















And I have my gals to talk to when I have problem and again that's shows that I don't need you also...








And the most important person of all I share my problem is GOD so again I don't need you

My Story

Many people looked at me and they may think that I am happy with the way I am right now.But the fact is that I am not happy at all.The happiness that show on my face is just a fake smile on me.I am suffering inside and I could kill myself as I could feel the pain in my chest.

Is not that I don't want to study but how could I do it? Is not that I don't want take ptptn but I mus settle the previous payment and then only I could apply a new loan on ptptn.I am not from a rich family who get everything that I want.People think that I don't want but in the same time I must understand my parents situation as they not only feeding me but my two brothers as well.

I cannot talk about my problem to anyone as no one could help me when money is involve.I have been crying and I hate it so much.I don't want to feel this way.I don't want to be a failure and I want everyone to be happy.Is not that I simply do want I want and hurt everyone around me.

Touch my heart and ask myself where are all my ptptn money.I have the answer but should I tell it out.You all have spent for me so I am not complaining.Who don't want to get married? I do want to be with you.But I am helpless right now.

I really wish I could get money I do what I want right now.Rob a bank if I can.There are lucky people who are born rich and get what they want and could do what they want but I am not to be born rich and that's the reason why I have so much of pain in me.

I myself know that I am not the happy girl that I use to be before.