Updated...

It has been such a long time I updated my blog.I was away to JB and was busy to settle down myself.So much is happening to me which I never expect it to be.But what can I say my whole life has totally change and I got to accept it.

I have been busy looking for jobs but this is not easy to do it.Besides that staying at home also is not easy as I hate it so much.I realise that actually I have not one for me but I have myself to support myself when I am down.

Even I have my family and my love beside me but sometimes they are the one who will really hurt us.I have my friends but they have better things to do.So end up I am all by myself.

People may hurt me and they think I am happy about it but do they know how do I feel deep inside me.I am hurting every single moment right now.When I look at my parents I am not happy.So what can I say.Life is sucks it is and happily ever after never happen until we achieve our dream.