On & On...Lets Dance

I got to admit that I never heard of this song before but it is really damn nice dance song..
This is sang by Nicole Scherzinger...
The song is called On & On...




Hope You all wounldd get up and dance as well...

Girl Power

Best song from Rihanna..
This is really her style of song..

EMERGENCY ROOM

Who Are You ?

Today I receive an email from a person indicating that he/she is a "job finder" . I wonder if a person is so sincere in helping me out to get a job why don't the person wants to hide his/her identity.

So anyway I really appreciate that but I don't really need you help as I am working right now.If I want to find a job I could also get in through jobstreet.com .

So please don't disturb me as I don't know who you are and I have the feeling that you are the same girl that been mailing me.

So please stop it

Stuck With Each Other

My dear we are stuck to each other as even when something bad and good we been through we are stuck to each other and we face it and we will find a way to solve the problem and I really appreciate that..





Love you,




Do hear the song

My Feeling...

I cant describe how I feel right now
As I really hope that someone could understand me
Of what I really want to do right now
I know that I have screw things up before in my life
And I want to be a better person now rather than wasting time

Hoping right now my parents would understand me
And let be on my two feet to walk on my own
As I don't really need them to guide me right now
But one thing for sure that I would do
Is that I'll never forget them even how far I am
I know I have responsibility for them but I am sure I will fulfill it
But right now I just need them to let me go




I Love You All
As You all Are Imporatant For me

Blame Me

Many things had happen to me for the pass few months and recently,what can I say about it? Do I want all this to happen to me? I am sure many of us do not want any problem in our life. But sometimes it really happen and when it happen we just hate it.

Things turn out not like I wanted it to be in my life. What I have expect have turn upside down. So from here what I could say is that many people is blaming me for all the things that happen in my life.

This include my parents,they blame me for many things and hurt my feeling like I wanted it to be this way. They think that I like the way things happen right now in my life.

There are also people who ask me if I have feeling? Come on la which human have got no feeling.If I got no feeling I wouldn't have the reason to hide from people after I know that I am a failure.Remember you told me I may be a failure in my studies but not life.I would not have cry if people hurt me or talk about me.

And I myself want my life to be in a better place I don't want it to be shit.

I had enough people will see the bad things that I have done rather than the good things I have done.If they want to still blame me for everything.Then let it be the way.Because I got no reason to talk and explain to them.I am tired of them blaming me.

When I'm Bored

Some people will try to online or will fine food or hanging on the phone when they got nothing to do at their work place..

But for me..

This is what happen when I got no student or work to do at my work place...
hahahahaha...




Have fun working....

Happy Kanni Ponggal !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

On this special day,Kanni Ponggal is a special occasion for young girls who are not married.So on this special day it is the young girls turn to cook sweet rice and offer it to God.

For the very first time,I will be going to join in the temple program to cook sweet rice.Which I don't know how to cook.But my mom will be there to guide me.And we are not allow to use Punjabi suit later but we are only allow to tie Saree.

So to all the young girls out there..

Happy Kanni Ponggal!!!!!!

Will update later about my program today.

My First Kolam

For the first time I manage to draw kolam by using rice flour.Actually I got no idea how people could do it and at times I really admire the art and the way they do it.

In the below picture I manage to draw up a kolam which it taught by my "pati" an hour before I plan to do it.My mom was the one who encourage me to do but I was sitting and thought to myself should I do it as I never done it before.



At the very last minutes I manage to do it but I got to admit it even it is my first time and there is out of shape as the size is not the same.Actually I manage to drew one out.


Finally this is the final look of how it turn out at the end..
Not bad at all..


So today is "Mattu Ponggal" and I decided to do another type of kolam..
Will update that soon..

Happy Ponggal !!!!!!!!!

Wishing Everyone Happy Ponggal.......
Hope everyone will have good year ahead with sweetness in their life as today we will be eating much of that such as sweet rice,payasam and etc

Have fun on this special day....

Later will post my first kolam which didnt turn up bad..hahahaha

Everything Gonna Be Alright

I keep thinking to myself that what is happening to me right now is part of my test as human here on these world.So no matter what happen right now I must be strong.

But honestly this part of my life has been the worst to me.I never been in these way and what is happening to me right now is a challenge for me to be a better person in future.

I am looking for a job and I really need it and I want it to be far away from home...
What can I say? Tired of staying at home...
Not really but I need to be independent as I have depend on my parents enough.
That's the reason I have to get out of here.

Aid For Divorce Women

I think it is a good idea to have the alimony aid but what I don't understand is that how about the non Muslim who has been straggling to support their children as their husband has not given them or paid them any single sen.

Click here
The Government will come to the aid of Muslim women who are going through divorce but are not being paid alimony (nafkah).

Minister in the Prime Minister’s Department Datuk Jamil Khir Baharom said the Government had approved an allocation of RM15mil to pay women caught in this predicament. He said the payments, which would be in the form of loans, was to ensure that their welfare was well looked after.

“Sometimes, the husbands refuse to provide alimony until after the court reaches a decision on the divorce case.

“The allocation is therefore given to the wives and children for their daily expenses,” he told reporters after the Malaysian Islamic Develop­ment Department’s (Jakim) monthly meeting here yesterday.

This shows that the government would help the wives and the children but this could only be use for the Muslim and I wonder what if the non Muslim who have the same problem when their husband do not provide them any money.Where do they go?Welfare home?

I hope the government would consider the non Muslim as well as by giving out the alimony aid these would lesser the burden of the wives who is taking care of their young child.

Updated...

It has been such a long time I updated my blog.I was away to JB and was busy to settle down myself.So much is happening to me which I never expect it to be.But what can I say my whole life has totally change and I got to accept it.

I have been busy looking for jobs but this is not easy to do it.Besides that staying at home also is not easy as I hate it so much.I realise that actually I have not one for me but I have myself to support myself when I am down.

Even I have my family and my love beside me but sometimes they are the one who will really hurt us.I have my friends but they have better things to do.So end up I am all by myself.

People may hurt me and they think I am happy about it but do they know how do I feel deep inside me.I am hurting every single moment right now.When I look at my parents I am not happy.So what can I say.Life is sucks it is and happily ever after never happen until we achieve our dream.